“I experienced a priceless insight early this AM while doing Adv/Dis to finding the perfect partner – I was releasing on the first feeling and I had a total shift in consciousness – I saw how ego twisted real LOVE (imperturbability) that underlies everything into wanting – Imperturbability is like an explosion of love re-joining the two seeming divisive energies of having and wanting – there is only ONE energy – that of LOVE.
During my releasing of wanting it morphed to having which is a letting go of duality – a shift in consciousness.
Ego (me) built a huge fortress around it and called it wanting and all the nonsense that comes with it.
I consciously chose imperturbability (love) – and then experienced lots of laughter through tears of joy with tons of spontaneous releasing – here’s the kicker – this time, unlike four years ago, I was prepared for the ego. I remembered something Larry said last night about Step 6 – I kept letting go and asking “Could it get any better” and it did.
I had hugh amounts of energy in my bod – felt like a transformer- had to get up and move- kept releasing- kept getting better- sent out the endless love to the ends of the earth- finally sat down – peace enveloped me- kept releasing- the top of my head opened and dark clouds of thought kept pouring out-
I became the energy of real LOVE (imperturbability), Oneness, which translates on this earth to Living In A Sea Of Having without the thought of it – HAVING IT ALL – then the concrete coffin surrounding my heart dissolved to reveal my true nature.
All of this after the opening session of the 30 day FF course – it’s humbling and a big WOW for me.
Thank you so much Larry and all your staff for doing what you do.”