“Thanks for a great course. It has renewed my commitment to releasing. It has been a little over 3 years since I last took a course. I have released the last 3 years but not with the focus and clarity that I needed. I was involved in other spiritual practices that were helpful but often left me floating above my garbage and not really cleaning up my AGFLAP. I am doing attachments and aversions with a greater clarity and sense of the benefit than I ever had before. I have been working about 3 hours every morning doing attachment and aversions. I also I am listenting to Lester’s demonstration CD over and over and each time I listen I gain greater clarity and insight. I really understand when Lester said that we have to become a winner in life. I had fallen into a subtle spiritual trap that being a winner was not important. I am committed to being a winner and being imperturbable.
I am also doing goal charts at a much deeper level than I ever did before. I am uncovering the subconscious resistance with greater ease. I see how AGFLAP can bite me in the butt if i am not vigilant in my releasing. It certainly appeared in my relationship with my dad and I am taking 100% responsibility for it rather than blaming my dad which is what I had started to do. Taking 100% responsibility and releasing has moved me out of AGFLAP quckly. It can still be a challenge at times but I have the tools to release my butt off when things get difficult. I just received the most money I ever made in a month yesterday in an educational consulting job that dropped in my lap last month and pays $60/hour. I had been releasing on having $3,000 or more each month by releasing only and this opportunity appeared out of the blue. I didn’t go looking for the job since I had just retired from teaching. They called me and offered me the job and I love what I am doing and releasing on any feelings of fear or not being good enough. I am committed to using the butt system and getting everything by releasing only.
My aversion to money is dropping away. I see that the greatest action I can take is releasing. There is still a lot of releasing work to do but I have greater clarity and determination than ever. I am learning to really love myself and stop beating myself up which has been my greatest challenge along with letting go of fear and worry. (I listen to that CD every morning) When I really love myself and let go of beating myself up or wanting approval and release all my fear and move into courageousness, acceptance and peace, life gets a lot easier. I am taking “Love Yourself and Let the Other Person Have it Your Way” as my next step. It is the exact area that I am really working on.”